No more goodafter nite~

teringat pulak time keluar dengan die malam hari tu, well,dapat pun aku luah kan perasaan kat die malam tu, face to face pulak tu , berani kan?? xD haha tak pernah nye dibuat kerje gile ni.. tapi nak tak nak aku nak jugak luah kan depan2.. sebab dah lame sangat simpan,and sebab ikhlas, aku nk die tahu aku betul2 suke kan die,dan bukan main2 ,that y aku berani cakap depan2,bukan suke2 je nak main cakap pasal ni... but then no reaction from her at all.. ok i understand, generally girl should shy..but show me ur reaction lah girl, u know that if u keep in silent than how i will know ur feeling toward me ? hmm but from ur reaction i already know that u not interested at me at all.. it's ok, i know u never think about me, never look at me, yeahhh.. what to say ,and another thing is, somebody already propose her early,and ask for relationship.... she said, she will give her response to that boy soon, from there i know already there is know chance for me to get u girl, maybe that boy can make her smile 180degree all the time,make her laugh , care bout her,share every moment with her,spent more time with her ....Who know's ?  from know i dont wanna disturb her anymore,
QUESTION = should i ???
ANSWER    = yes
i know im annoying her ,text and disturbing her ( i think ) or something ,then i know she is not comfortable with me, i think better i keep my feeling's inside,even i know one day she will be own by somebody, i miss that nite she spent time with me with nothing just go anywhere without navigator but we are together that nite,now i don't want to disturb her.. she can move along without me in her heart list , im just wanna watch her smile and happy that all ... then no more good afternite for her and for me~