fall and fail (unsure)

I know I'm not good for u .. and I'm not good at all ,but give me a chance to make u smile... u never look at me.. honestly I'm fall for....... so what should i do girl ?? hmm  keep my filling inside??? it's kill me.. if i said it loud and said to u ?? it will be shameless coz I'm know u never fall for me coz u never said to me that u like  or love me or bla bla bla to me .. see u happy with the other guy out there ?? let u happy with someone else ?? .. urmmm i think better i do all of it..... keep my filling inside without you're knowing that I'm already fall for you...said it loud that i love u everyday to my cigarette smoke to express my filling .. see u with the other guy . that make me happy :) coz u happy in front of me  . . honestly this filling is getting more and more and more day by day.... I'll never break Ur heart ,I'll never hurt you , i wont let u cry, I'll never force u to think of me... but u know what?? i care everything bout u ... THE END`