i fell it hmm.. and To think that you will not be scared or suprise :' ':

why there is a lot question in this world ?? because the question is came with answer :) when people don't know or unsure about they question, they always search for the answer , but sometime people don't like the answer that they got ,that is reality  ~

it's a dream~

there is a light at the corner of the road, when i come over to that light, i realise that, that light turn dark.. why this happen?? that is the question....... when i come  closer to that light i saw there is an old woman holding a candle , i ask , where u wanna go old woman?? this place  is so dark, dont u scare if there is a robber or thief ? that old women said, "no, im not going anywhere, im not alone, im with you now.. and i ask, "where is the light?? there is a lot of light poles but no light ?? why ?? " then the old woman said, there is a light before, that bright ur life, but now the light is extinguished  already, and i bring u this candle to u hold and survive from the darkness because my life is at the end and i will die after a few more year,MAYBE?? or maybe in few minute or few second, who know's ,coz im old already.. that old woman just smile and leave me like blink of eye.. im feel so lonely , with the canlde i heat my coldness alone, when i saw there is know hope for me to survive in this kind of situation ,i just lay at the ground and take a long breath ,then i close my eye, and pray to allah save my family, save my mom save my dad save my generation from the darkness, let me only inside of it, it ok, but not them, i dont want they feel what i feel, when i open my eye, i saw it's still the same ,im just sit beside the tree because my leg numb alredy, coz that night is too cold and fog ,no one come and save me... who wanna save me from this kind of suffer? will somebody come and took my hand? there is no way.... because im alone in that darkcity ......